blissfully geek

Adaptation

2012-01-21T17:51:00.000-08:00

This early year I went through was tough. This week is even harder. Yesterday I had my proposal trial done with just 1 day of preparation. Today within a couple of hours, I'll fly to Jakarta for my hospital internship. It's two months away from home. I have had lack of relaxing time just like I used to be done back then. Hope I could catch a break there. Wish me good luck. Cheers!

Touch of Evil

2011-12-10T07:10:00.000-08:00

I have been mesmerized by these Alex Prager's video galleries of this year's biggest actors chanelling the greatest cinematic villains. If you want to see Brad Pitt as Eraserhead, Gary Oldman as the menacing dummy, or even the innocent Mia Wasikowska as the Home Wrecker, which surprisingly brilliant--I think she's the best of all but well, after Gary Oldman of course-- you can watch them all here.

They're all simply short, yet have a magic quality that blew your mind, because they're technically moving photographs. So, you might wanna check them out they're epic.

Before Reality Bites

2011-09-13T09:06:00.000-07:00

Never been this peaceful recently. With the rain drumming on the roof and Francoise Hardy caressing my ear. And yes, here I am, munchin' on Eid's leftover cookies and end it up with a sip of cheap soda. Gratefully with no reason to worry whatsoever. Secure. No work. No assignment marathon. Just as simple as that. You know at least I still have few days before my reality bites. :-)

So how's your holy holiday people? Wow, sounds great. And Moi? Well you know. Same old, same old. No surprise. *I'm still in the hope-of-being-paid-treveler though*

Some random activities

It's a cliche, but at least for now, I really am grateful to be surrounded by the people I heart the most. Kinda relief to have this content feeling, though. Seriously. I hope I could stop the world from moving for a while.

Blahbye!

Catching up a bit

2011-08-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

Anyway I've been missing blogging since ages, but I didn't really have enough time to post anything (read: lazed around). Well, these past two months were completely filled with uptight college schedule; exams, final assignment, early research paper proposal,etc. My brain was tense and hectic enough to blow up by a single poke. Seriously. Joking.

On top of that, there's an issue with the gadget. I don't know. I just have no frickin idea about how fragile my laptop is. You know, I've told you before that few buttons on my keyboard has broken since I dont even remember. And, it's getting worse that all the buttons fucked up so I must replace the whole board into the new one *sigh*. Quite expensive by the fact that I could have get it fixable earlier *another sigh* Oh I felt so bad.

Okay, enough with the fussy and whiny talk. It might bores you to the max.

Just so you know, I'm on two months of my break from college now. I had absolutely no holiday plan as my wallet is barely alive *sarcastic laugh*. Of course you might find me lie on the couch while staring at the screen all day long. Or I might realize there's still plenty things I could've done. I mean sort of "get a life!" activities outside tv series marathon watching and browsing and game onlining.

P.S: Ramadhan has just started and I must ensure myself to be a better prayer and also as a person.

P.S.S: I know this draft is a month late. I know. Peace out!

Mood-o-meter

2011-06-09T03:56:00.000-07:00

Needless to say because a picture worth thousand words, anyway.

P.S : I'm sorry for being such a lazy little blogger, people. My keyboard crashes I couldnt use enter backspace and colon and I'm using this on-screen frickin keyboard right now.

Thrifting Treasure

2011-04-07T18:56:00.000-07:00

About months ago--I know I should blog it earlier--I wandered around at my local thrift store and found these 'treasures' that costs under $1 or IDR10k per each. Whoops!

For the record folks, I've decided to change my act of shopping a lil bit into thrifting for two years now. Hell yeah, I just whole-heartedly embrace the idea about how it provides one of a kind clothes style from many eras and trends. Super hip! Also, for those who want to practice 'Go-green' act, thrifting involves reuse & recycle to avoid the product from landfill. That's fair enough.

But more importantly, the frugal side of me say hurray for the low price *evil laugh*. And the sweet thing is, I got compliments all around from anyone. *teehee*. Okay so, I guess these are my best-founds...

Don't get me wrong, people. I may be an average petite girl who cant afford those fancy brands, but I still shop at the retail store. And just so you know, I only thrift dresses, outer wears, bags, and some tops sometimes.

So, to have a chic look without draining our savings is not a crime, right?

Then oh, it would be so much FUNTASTIC if there is a flea market here in my hometown that can provides vintage books, unique home stuff, vinyl, cameras, etc. That would be my absolute heaven!

Solitude is Bliss!

2011-03-26T03:56:00.001-07:00

Another kinda Mixed Tape for those who are currently not in the mood of messing around with Mr. relationship. Yet, wanna keep serious stuff for later. :3

(via tumblr)

Allo Darlin - If Loneliness was Art
Arcade Fire - Cold Wind
Get Set Go - Hate
Hurts - Better Than Love
Inara George - Fools in Love
Nouvelle Vague - This is Not a Love Song
Pylon - Stop It
Razorlight - Who Needs Love
Tame Impala - Solitude is Bliss
The Radio Dept. - I Don't Need Love, I've Got My Band

Well, to me, company's okay. But solitude is bliss. (at least for now!) Anyhow, you can listen this mixtape via my 8tracks account. And If you have any Internet Download Manager, you can simply download the songs :-]

My so-called Confession

2011-02-24T21:53:00.000-08:00

candid

Communication. It’s the first simple thing that we really learn in our life. However, the funny thing is once we grow up bigger, and really start talking, the trickier it becomes to know what to say. Or, how to ask for what we really want…

This situation must be familiar, right? Because it does happening in most people, including me. You know, I maybe not a people person to everyone. I just don't know what to say or do when it comes the insecure feeling towards my insecure surroundings. Sometimes, I got so many thoughts and emotions that about to burst in my head. Then, I cant deliver it right. So they may think I'm an awkward, then.. start making a fun of me. And all I could do is just laugh along with them. But deep inside, I know that they're literally laughing at me. hah.

Actually, I just don't have any idea about how to yell or complain to that 'insecure surroundings'. Seriously, I often scream to myself. The words are all around my head and when they got into my tongue, err..

In the other way, I could be the friendliest person. I could be a chatty one for hours. I could be hilarious and etcetra If I get around with the 'right' group. But still..awkward and a bit sarcastic, though. *evil laugh*

"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about.

Some things, we just don’t want to hear. And some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. They’re what you do. Some things you say because there’s no other choice. Some things, you keep to yourself."

"And not too often, but every now and then… some things simply speak for themselves." -- Grey's Anatomy season 2's monologue

Current YAY/NAY

2011-02-18T19:16:00.000-08:00

*source : hipsterkids

Now my fingers feel like dancing, not only with keyboard but also with stationery. Since I have no idea what to post--because I am no way a gifted writer--I decided to make a likes/dislikes list just like Cassandra Niki did. Anyhow, I call it yay/nay list *tee-hee.

YAY :
- All green field
- Cheese
- Darkness. Just moon & stars
- Hugs & cuddle
- Massages
- Paris
- Pasta
- Rhyme
- Sims (All version)
- Sunflower
- Surprises
- Thrifting
- TV series

NAY :
- Any kind of smoke
- Bullshits
- Dusty things
- Got cheated
- Local mainstream music & movies
- No good food
- Plastic
- Pungent fragrance
- "request timed out" error message
- Spoiler!

Tell me what's yours,eh?

Silly Scanner Madness

2011-02-14T23:50:00.000-08:00

Today's holiday which means there's no bloody EXAM. I was just slouching all day long making love with my blanket because It was rain so much hard. Wee. Anyways, I've just got this scanner for a couple of months. So, I've scanned million things until I was like,

"Why can I just scan my face just like they do with photocopy machine?"
"And who says we can only have photography fun with camera?"

You know, I desperately want a high-res camera or lomo since forever, so this silly odd things really made my day even AWESOME. Just stay put, you people! or the scanner will mad at cha.

My hair was all over the area so I decided to wear hoodie.
I got printer's ink on my fingers, too.

It's creepy. I know. But awesome. I feel like drowning.

Yikes, pimples.

Err, whaddayathink? Creepy enough, huh?
:D

P.S : If you've tried that, share to me. ASAP.

QUICKIE-HI POST

2011-02-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

Bonsoir, this is gonna be a quickie hi post because I'm currently in the middle of my final semester exam now. I should have been studied, I know. Grey's Anatomy, The Walking Dead, The Amazing Race and America's Next Top Model still haunting me.
Also these songs literally stuck in my head. You must listen. It's darn lovely. And oh, Erin McCarley is my muse now. Her songs kinda Spektor-Bareilles.:3

Anyways, I still have few drafts to be publish soon after the exam. I think I should hit the hand-outs and textbooks. So there'll be no more procrastinating, okay. Wish me great luck, dear lovely people!

Blisfully geek...

2011-01-31T23:10:00.001-08:00

How's it sounds,eh? like I am an awkward?
Whatever just keep your opinion in mind because to me, this blog title sounds better and represents me more than "choco cookie stuck in my tummy". I also change the layout, too. Although it has less character, I'm just trying to make it cleaner on your eyes.
Err, do you think the header is good enough? Well, to me it's good but I'm not sure about the width size. It's a bit rough, I know. I just wanna keep it natural and simple.
FYI, the picture was one of my scrapbook project. I chose eye-catching 'cut outs' from my old magazines and I simply glued them together. And I have to say that it's a fun way to recycle something, especially when you're obviously an amateur crafty girl and get bored to the bone. But I'd love to become a pro one someday because I've just found this awesome web about DIY magazine project. GO check it out and try one. It has loads of projects and also how to do them --> cutoutandkeep.net

And oh, I guess I've done the blog makeover faster than I expected before, huh? I thought I'd have no time due to final exam, but somehow I'm having a week-off college. Cool. And that would make me a better couch potato person. Crap.

back to basic

2011-01-13T07:03:00.000-08:00

the blog is officially...

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I feel like making the most of basic things. So I've done revert the blog's background into a plain white. Now, me, still figuring out about the new header. Maybe I'll make something handwritten and scan it. And oh, the sidebar looks pretty messed up, too (gotta upgrade the links and stuff). I promise I'll do that right after my final exam on early February.

Au revoir :O

Boredom knocked my door...

2010-12-23T00:22:00.000-08:00

....about few months ago and I've had this idea for a long time. Scrapbook it is! with collages and doodles and writing and art stuff. I just love love anything visually magnificient.So it's like, I literally put out my whole right brain content as much I could. FYI, I post this picture right now because I've just got a scanner already.
So..anyways, in order to make this new cover, I just simply combined all these pictures from magazines. And voila! I've done a real polyvore set.

too much to what?

2010-12-18T20:25:00.000-08:00

When we were kids. It was candy or something else too sweet. We've gotta hid from our parents and ate them until we got toothache. When in high school or college, it was a massive loads of youth fun and also..endless procrastinating. Well, as a college student with a full life assignments cycle, We take as much of the pleasure as we can get, because it doesn’t come around as often as it possibly should be.
As we know, good things aren’t always what they seem. Too much of anything, even love, for God's sake, is not always a good thing.
But, then,

How do you know how much is too much? Too soon? Too much fun? Too much love? Too much to ask? Too much to know?

And when is it all just too much to worry about?

*just saying

alone at the rooftop

2010-11-19T17:16:00.000-08:00

Here I am, just made a mix of eargasm-electronic songs. These are, to me, quite suitable when I'm alone (not lonely) in the dark night while sitting on the rooftop, gazing at the sky. Somehow, I feel peace and carried away and heart pounding at the same time.

source : weheartit.com

Beck & Bat For Lashes - Let's Get Lost
Bjork - Pagan Poetry
Chairlift - Planet Health
Editors - No Sound But The Wind
Lykke Li - Paris Blue
Sia - My love
Unkle - Glow
Unkle - With you in my head
We fell to earth - Careful What You Wish For

P.S : I've tried to upload this playlist but there was an epic error happened. I'll try it later, then.

sweet NOVEMBER

2010-11-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

Yosh, my birthday. My favourite day of the year. You know birthdays are supposed to be having celebration and happiness and blahblah, but for me, well, let's keep it quiet this time. Dont know why I'm not utterly enthusiastic about it and somehow it's freaking me the hell out.

12:00 - 02.00 am

Well, my first hour on today was an epic mellow. There was this midnite call that was supposed to be a birthday greetings but it was truly a mood-crasher. We had this little fight and I ended up shed tears. Damn. If I tell you the details, you must say "That's no biggie! hey, grow up."

06.00 am

It hit me. I was just a few minutes older and hell..got screwed by a single call. And so I stayed up late last night and woke up very early this morning with lack of expectation. I suddenly dont want any surprises just like it used to be happening. It was thrilling,though. Now I want to be alone. I'm just looking back through years I've lived and wondering whether I've done ENOUGH for the people around. It such a shame looking at people that have the same age as me. They have done so damn much for themselves and also the society. And moi? Bring smiles seem to be the least thing I can do. I hope I can do more. I can. I knew it.

09.00 am

I know i'm getting old, but there's always this child in me. And this little kid need an special attention. On birthday, we can see how much everyone cares about us by having million wishes via text, facebook, twitter, etc. So it's quite sadden me when there's just few of my friend wishes me on facebook. Boo. Somehow my birthdate didnt show up. But fortunately It worked out after I fixed the profile. Then within a minute, many wishes flooded my walls. And totally saved my day. Bahaha.

02.00 pm

Anyways, I went to salon just to wash and blow and get a light hair cut. But it was apparently turned to be wash and vitamin and tonic and hair-dried and a hard hair cut (means she cut my hairs way too much). Shoot.

03.00 pm

Once again, I didn’t have any expectation. But when I got home, there were my closest friends surprised me with chocolate cake and candles. <3>

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Anyways, I spent the rest of the day replying all of everyone birthday wishes. And I got overwhelmed yet feel loved. Also feel blessed. Thank you God. You gave me even more than what I wanted. You gave me family, friends, joy, and peace. I am grateful for the bless, God. I am really am grateful. Thank you.

Enter Me !

2010-09-25T18:43:00.000-07:00

Ok. Does Law of Attraction really works? Because I always keep this stuff into mind and literally drooling for it. You know not everyone could afford this including me. I tried hard looking for the copy and too bad It's not available in my current city (west borneo). So here it goes. When I tried to buy it online, I found LLYMLRS 's link. She's way too generous to make this uber wow giveaway : Alexa Chung's handbag. The one I've always wanted. I'm excited to the max. Anyways, I guess it's time to count on my lucky-go-happy charm. Because she 'll choose the winner randomly.
Well, In case you wanna join --> here

fast-forwarding life

2010-09-14T19:53:00.000-07:00

I've been a wee bit lacking of inspiration recently and I'm pretty overwhelmed too by assignments and textbooks and the fact that I'm (still) staying at dorm. Geez, the rules quite suck. *permission of complaining.
FYI, my graduation still two years ahead. So I'm pretty sure that the more I keep myself busy with everything involving the organization and assignments, the more time flies quick. And indeed it is.
- I joined campus commitee which quite tiring me mentally
- And even the showchoir, I'm such a gleek!
- Drowning myself with sea of textbooks and wikipedia. boo for assignments. *tee-hee
- House marathon from the very 1st episode. makes me feel dizzy for a while.
- Use my dorm room temporarily as a very simple small theater ( campus's projector infocus + speaker + lappy + snacks + pillows) when we had a long lunch break. It turned to be worthy class waiting :)
- Stumbling on tumblr. *purr-fect getaway!
- Drooling at street fashion show on lookbook.
- Figuring out what to post which I clearly had no idea :/
- Wondering why some bloggers have that 'extra-brain-thing' to create post everyday and make it almost always interesting . It's insane due to the fact that they're busier and more capable than I am. oops. LOL. Kidding.

Anyways, I've found this pure genius fantasy-pop-culture paintings book by Mark Ryden. Simply creepy but amazing. I'm wow-ing now.
.

WARNING: causing sugar high.

2010-09-08T01:15:00.000-07:00

This playlist is for songs that are uber sweet--just like sugar--and of course about love and make me grinning ear to ear and want to kiss the first person I see. I know it sounds overrated, but who cares anyway.

# Anya Marina - Satellite Heart

# Aska Matsumiya - There are many of us

# Carla Bruni - L'amour

# Carla Bruni - Le plus beau du quartier

# Chairlift - Bruises

# Darius Danesh - Colourblind

# Imogen Heap - Goodnight and Go

# Iron and Wine - Flightless bird, american mouth

# Joshua Radin & Schuyler Fisk - Paperweight

# Kimya Dawson - So nice so smart

# King of Convenience - Love is no Big Truth

# Lisa Mitchell - Coin Laundry

# Meaghan Smith - A little love

# Metric - I'm yours

# Michael Giacchino - Married Life*

# Robin Thicke - The Sweetest Love

# Sixpence None The Richer - There She Goes

# The Bird and the Bee - How deep is your love

# Zee Avi - Bitter Heart

*currently my all time favorite, it's from Up's OST. dont know why it always touch me damn hard and makes me cry everytime I watch the movie.

PS : And oh, so sorry I dont have much time to give you the download link.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA

2010-09-04T23:10:00.000-07:00

To one who bares
the sweetest name
and adds the pleasure
not the gain
who shares my joy
and cheers when sad
the greatest friend
i've ever had
long life to her
for theres no other
can take the place
of my dear mother
Happy Birthday Mom

source : http://www.love-of-poems.com/mom-birthday-poems.html

make love with nature

2010-08-23T21:41:00.000-07:00

What else better than a pure nature..?

These images below are taken by my cameraphone and edited by me via photoscape

HOLY-days.

2010-08-05T21:49:00.000-07:00

I've already got my HOLY-days after struggled and suffered from a tight tense of college exams. Whoohoo. And I gratefully relief that I passed all of them. I started this college off with the resolution to Have More Moves/Adventures. The boo thing is, I don't even sure if that will work out or not. So everything I do is kinda so-so maybe for you. No adventorous getaway trip. No luxurious treatment. *why it sounds like eww? LOL. Well, all I do is :

- Get online in the moment I woke up. I actually wanna do workout. but have to consider the fact that mybro will dominate the cable to play that crap online game after school until the end of the day. *sigh

- ONE PIECE marathon from the very first episode

- GLEE marathon from the very first episode

- Cuddling my pillow

- Continue working on a scrapbook ( all the torn pieces of magazine need a new home)

- Hang out with buddies:have lunch, get into a photobooth, dressing up, joking around. F.U.N!

- Editing bunch of photos that are on waiting-list. I've just found it interesting and less complicated by using photoscape. One of those bunch :

- Hunting goodies treasures at thrifted stores

- It's not too late to start making a tumblr account. So I made one --> HERE

zooey&joe --> sid&nancy

2010-08-04T20:58:00.000-07:00

Oh my, I couldnt help wow-ing and rofl-ing. I just couldn't believe that zooey could say that line. I'm praising her even more. And joe is even dont bother to get shaved. Anyways, this weirdly super epic video was came up from one of 500 days of summer's quote :

Summer: We've been like Sid and Nancy for months now.

Tom: Summer, Sid stabbed Nancy, seven times with a kitchen knife, I mean we have some disagreements but I hardly think I'm Sid Vicious.

Summer: No I'm Sid.

Tom: Oh, so I'm Nancy...
[Pancakes arrive]
Summer: Let's just eat and we'll talk about it later. Mmm, that is good, I'm really glad we did this. I love these pancakes... what?
[Tom gets up and walks away from the table]
Summer: Tom, don't go! You're still my best friend!

And here is the original scene from Sid & Nancy's movie :

cha. feed my eyes, please.

2010-07-31T23:35:00.000-07:00

This kid is totally has 'superb-genius-something' in her mind. I somehow got bunch of inspirations from her. Anyways, I've just joined her 2nd giveaways which is the O-M-G holyfashion book "teenvogue handbook" !!

oh my, gimme that :(

TIM&TIM as a TEAM!

2010-07-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

Holy cow. I know this is all out of date and out of season (Bazaar magazine,Oct 2009). But I just got so amused when It came everything about Tim Burton's gothic-quirky-eccentricities masterpiece. Tim Burton and Tim Walker made an equally creative & imaginative ideas. Anyway, that must've been a difficult shoot, but they did fabulous job of it. I just couldn't help myself wow-ing many times. *tee-hee

source : http://fashiongonerogue.com/tim-burtons-tricks-treats-by-tim-walker-for-bazaar-us/#more-12342

DEAL WITH THEM

2010-07-20T00:23:00.000-07:00

Meaghan Smith-A little love is currently on air whispering me some swingy tunes. Hmmh, a little break-off from huge pile of hand-outs awaiting me for a week ahead. Aha, something so-creepy-i-wanna-puke called final semester exam. All I want is to skip this two weeks by getting hybernated *teehee. Hell no, forget it. That thought is so wasted and makes me be ungrateful person. Anyways, all I can do I now is just deal with it whether It would cause my brain to explode or my eyes getting dehydrate (lack of yummy vision). Ooh, how I miss watching onepiece 'marathon'ly, do screwing around and get wasted--in a pleasure way. But, that time will be soon enough I suppose because I'll get my holiday for 2 months. I desperately can't wait for that.

Wait, I've gotta finish absorbing college materials. ASAP. So retardedly nerd is ooon the mood. :) Stay on track. Stay Healthy.

lucky???

2010-07-15T22:38:00.000-07:00

hola, bonjour !
I am currently rely on my lucky-go-happy moodlet because I'm gonna join Victoria Tjhia giveaways. She's gonna use sort of random generator to pick the winner up.

oops !

2010-07-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

To be honest, my body seems to be in the most vulnerable condition recently. I've never catched on fever for twice this month. My back hurts a lot and I also lose weights...*cough. Hmm well, STOP STOP this crap. I've promised to myself for not whining on anything. So, let's bring it to the fun one.

Yesterday, I went to flicks for watching Eclipse. Hey, you can call me mainstream for movie hits like Twilight Saga. I am officially, like, a die hard fan for every single part of it *grin. Totally fully romantic. Of course, I ultimately in love with the soundtracks whiches so darn kewl with Muse, the metric, florence & machine, the bravery, and so on. I recommend you to download them -----> here.

Also not to mention my dreamy crush, r-patz. He's just the one. Even I love him more on daily life. Err..but somehow, instead of r-patz, k-stew kissed me on my dream last night. totally holy-crap!

Anyways, I took some photos featuring my collage to kill the dull time.

my tummy scream for this

2010-06-22T00:16:00.000-07:00

jujur dari mata

2010-06-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

tadi

mata saya berkedut-kedut. berteriak minta ditutup.

jika mata punya kaki. tanpa babibu lagi pasti segera pergi.

mata saya juga kering. kehausan akan tangis yang dulunya datang sering.

tetapi hei..

menangis jangan kau pernah anggap miris. karena tangis dapat berakhir manis. yang menghilangkan tebalnya tabir kabut sadis.

saya percaya.

dan saya tahu.

sebetulnya dia lelah. lelah akan keegoisan saya yang telah merongrong membabi buta untuk terus membuatnya terbuka. lebar tanpa cela. melayani tanpa asa.

sekarang.

sebelum sang mata kehabisan kekuatannya.

sebelum dia menutup dengan paksa.

atau sebelum dia memutuskan untuk angkat 'kaki' imajinernya,

saya pun tarik tangis dari hati. entah karena sekedar ingin memberi minum mata, atau memang ada momok berkecamuk ingin bebas.

kini saya rasakan lega yang tak dapat ditaksir takarnya.

kemudian otak obesitas saya dengan sendirinya mengendur tenang. lalu membiarkan mata menutup perlahan. yang tentunya tanpa berteriak berontak.

dan sekarang

mata saya seakan bersinar lapar. berlonjak-lonjak minta visual. lagi dan lagi.

Strawberry Giggles : Eiffel Necklace

2010-06-20T18:51:00.000-07:00

Since I am so uninspired lately, my neighbor blogger, Nitya, invited me to join her giveaway. She has a sweet blog actually, and I love her attitude, too. Anyways, about the giveaway itself, she would like to give Eiffel Necklace by forever21. Gosh, how I love everything about Paris. *crossfinger&hope.That's why I feel so excited to give my opinion about long-lasting relationship for her. You know what, she's getting married by this end of year. Congrats!

on hiatus

2010-06-13T04:25:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear cocoon.

Sorry. I'm feeling so uninspired recently.

Gotta finish lots of dead beat assignments. Rawr.

F.U.N

2010-06-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

my YAYNESS !

2010-06-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Not much moves happened today. I stayed at home. The cloud's moody as the sun's hiding out of nowhere, so they made the lolled-atmoshpere hung over me. Not literally of course. He-he. Anyways, there are plenty things that cheer me up today. So here comes the list :

#1 A lot like love (re-watch)

I always love Ashton for every single movie he was played, especially in romantic comedy. He was just so hilarious as he acted geekly in this movie. Also charming as always. I laughed and cried occasionally because of this movie. It's romantically beautiful. And fu-haha-nny. Especially when Amanda hit the door and ashton-serenade-amanda part. Well, don't forget the soundtrack because it absolutely stucks in my mind; Aqualung-Brighter than sunshine, Smashmouth-Walkin on the sun, also Third eye blind-Semi charmed life.

#2 Fantastic Mr. Fox (re-watch)

I love animation movie, especially the stop motion one (I mentioned that before). And this charming oldschool Fantastic mr.fox did feed my eyes for countless joyous visual orgasms. What I found, somehow on this film was oldschool, quirky, witty, and unique. I laughed and stunned a lot and I've already watched it more than 5 times. SUPERB! SUPERB! Thanks Wes Anderson! It surpassed my expectations. You did a very excellent job.

*Just in case if you are wondering how they perfectly made it

#3 Some uberly creatives vids

#4 Kaskus's threads

Spend lots of hours read most of them. Got many kewl facts, interesting ideas, shocking news and stuff.

Surprised by familiar sound that would creep me out at night. Then when I checked it, I somehow, stunned by this baby brown owl. And I fell in love for his total cuteness. Ha-ha. I named him OWIG. Quite have a rhyme with hedwig. Anyway, sorry I haven't got any time for getting his pic because of the fact that my dad kept him in the dark spot. Maybe next time. This pic below might help, but owig is smaller.

#5 popout eggPie

My dad just came from work and brought us egg pie, just when I've thought about that earlier. I didn't even ask him. wow. Seems that our peculiar radar worked out instantly. *he-he

greeny good escape

2010-05-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

To me, there's nothing more exquisite than nature. Or outdoors. Or anything that feeds my eyes in a perfectly natural way. Oh you won't know how itchy I am to grab and capture everyhing I see with bloody great LSR camera. But for now, as I dont want to complicate anything financial with my dad, I'll just go get one myself. So, right now, I still have to rely on my handy camera phone and my shallow photoshop skill for at least making your eyes comfort :grinning: well,please pardon my not-so-satisfied quality image, guys.

Well, back to few days ago. Just after long-hours of college-ing which made me want to puke, my dormmates asked me to visit a golf field nearby our dorm. They just wanted to take some photos and else. But to me, it's really an unexpectedly sweet escape. At first, I hesitated considering that it doesn't open for public--especially for wacky public like us, he-he--until I saw some dudes played kites and kids tried to swing the golf stick. I was curious about where the caddies are. Then soon I realized that the kid = caddy. That's so err...but they seem to enjoy it while they could play around. That's fair enough.

Oh, btw about the field, like I always imagine, large green savanna with bunch of trees, small lake, and blue skies. I really enjoyed lying down on the grass. I was feeling so high even the itch from the grass didn't bother me at all.

superday sunday

2010-05-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

This sunday is such a kewl day. I feel so fulfilled. It's been a long time for me not feeling this balance. I am simply happy as I could share my limited time with my mum, dad, brother, friends and also for myself. As I've mentioned before, I lived at campus dormitory and have a chance to go home once a week.

Anyway, I was about to clean my disgustingly-cool-shoes when friends of mine came to my place. We went breakfast together and did some random photos after that. We did great, actually. There were lots of laughs and cheers.

*me, meidy, vira

Well then, I went shopping groceries with mum and had lunch after that. I knew she currently has many issues and I feel sorry about that. She also seemed tired and couldn't take a long walk but she assured me she's okay. Mum, you're such a super and I do do love ya!

After we got home, I soon thought that DVD marathon & cookie-ing does matter as I laid back and relaxed on bed. Perfect me-time for sure. So here comes the list :

Allrite then, after err..dilly-dally-ing for quite a long hours, my dad asked me to go Kondangan. doh. Mum couldn't make it. She had her vertigo again :(. However, me and my dad had a short quality time together actually. He's been a busybee from morning till afternoon for almost everyday. He wouldn't realised how much I miss him.

Hmm, I was about to do quickie-online just an hour before I left and got back to dorm, when my wacky brother sat beside me. He tried to get me annoyed while he was blabbering about many unimportant shi*. LOL. And yes, I was annoyed. But, soon I realized how stupid I am. He is indeed a chatty person. And moreover, he's just want to get along with me better. I knew it.

So I decided to just relaxed and enjoy every simple single moment that pass through me quickly. It was a blast for sure even maybe you think its a common thing. Frankly, I am happy in that simple way. We do hell know, it's just a matter of time. We don't hell know how long we could be gathered around our family. So hold them thight. Be hate less and love them more. Whining less, grateful more.

P.S : Currently, I have a crush on this song "Sia - Sunday".

Not so into it

2010-05-14T19:01:00.000-07:00

Bonjour!

I'm just still not certain about what I should write or post. Truthfully, everyone seems to be so into hosting on fashion blogs, hey I'm no way fashionista. I just love it visually--for now. My parents dont happen to be superrich so I couldn't afford fancy shoes or branded bags whatsoever. Someday, when I grow up and earn loads of money, I will fill up my closet with everything I wanted. EVERYTHING. :)

Just so you know, I love arts and all creative stuffs. I love music, movie, photography and drawing and all sorts of visual arts. Fashion is one of visual art, I guess. And one thing for sure of all my favorites is about beauty. I love playing looklet just rely on my sense of balancing composition. tee-hee. I love magazine just wondering how to make it eye-catching with beauty layouts and pictures. I sometimes imagine myself working in magazine. I hope. I hope.

Anyways, even though I couldn't afford to host an fabolous fashion blog, please don't get bored with my babbling thoughts or my everyday life. Because I love browsing so bad, I often find some awesome things about everything. Then, I soon post it and inform to you so I hope make you feel inspired. So, thanks a bunch for your visit and sweet comments, fellas.

*I have 3 days break from college and I'm very enthusiastic about it. I'd have so much time for stretching my brain :) Happy holiday.

Best.Beautiful.Romantic

2010-05-12T18:38:00.000-07:00

I extremely straight-forward fell in love as I watched this short love story just by the trailer. "I'm Here" is directed by Spike Jonze.

This whole movie is about bittersweet love of two robots that so unique yet heart-melted. Beautiful is all I can say. I just love the mellow-romantic atmosphere that Jonze created. I also love how the soundtrack fit perfectly among the scenes. Romantic. So lovely with the tones, the moods, the everything. Damn fenomenal. I completely make this as the best short movie I've ever seen. :) And I haven't felt this emotionally attached to a pair of robots before.

But, unfortunately this movie has 35 minutes length. I want more, please!

Here's the trailer :

I suggest you to watch the full streaming movie on imheremovie.com

I love the idea of the "online-cinema". It makes this movie special in a way.

P.S : you should love love the soundtrack,too. Aska Matsumiya - There are many of us. click here to download. I listen to it overandover until I fall asleep.

errr...what??

2010-05-08T08:00:00.001-07:00

Currently listening to OST.500 days of summer that actually keeps me sane. As I've mentioned before, my life's been pretty busy with assignments and tests and other college thingy. So this blog has been suffering from neglect. *sorry :(

We all know that this world is restless. Most people in motion and sick of all their same routines. But somehow I don't feel the same. I can tell that I am fully-blessed and enjoy almost every moments. I enjoy my hectic college schedule simply just by looking out of window--the view's just eyeworthy without tall building surrounded. :)

Also, have a warm conversation with classmates--just to get to know each other better. Or..doodling ! It's full of blast even I'm still beginner. tee-hee

*you may recognize this as Fafinette! Here is the original image from Fafi. J'adore her!

Anyways, the point is, I almost always know how to kill my boredom. When there comes the bad moment--so that the boredom would beat me right down and I have NO idea what to do-- I would end up doing NOTHING but listening to my own running thoughts with empty stare. doh!

All I have to do

2010-05-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

Stop being so sarcastic and

ME-time

2010-04-25T09:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Sunday Morning !
Here I am. Moving my fingertips over the keyboard while slurping chocolate milk and listening to french songs. What a day !
After days of overwhelmed assignments, surrounded by crowds, and lack-of-entertainment, weekend is what I am totally waiting for.
Sunday is perhaps called the-selfish-day to me. The day that I could have time-quality just for myself. I am a quite of introvert so I OFTEN love spending my time just with me.
But the thing is about BALANCING over everything. When I have too much time among the crowds, of course I need that time of ME. And when I got bored of slouching for days just at home, then I know whom I have to call. It's like a regular weekend when we do things as our routine. And my routine is quite boring but somehow alluring to me--ha ha.

1. Fresh Shower
Just after I woke up, I always do taking a shower. I just can't do anything without finish that business first. Seriously. *tee-hee sounds like I'm sort of a clean freak, but so you know, I am NOT. For most people I know, It might be the least thing to do.

2. On-Line
Obviously! I keep killing my time on it for lots of hours.

3. Music Massage
Music can move my soul. I calmed myself down with it. It's my life saving mentally and physically. It's not always the lyrics, but the music itself, the melody, the rhythm, the chords. I get all of good music recommendations from last.fm and of course I google it straight and download it.

4. Cloud Parade
I always love to have a sight-seeing over the cloud. Seriously heart-calming! Of course, I choose the right music to tune on.

5. DVD marathon

6. Do doodling
Not an expert but I feel better after I did it ! Later I will post it. :')

P.S : I can't put off my earphone that keep playing Dashboard Confessional - Stolen, and also Regina Spektor - The calculation. :D

UberCreative Album Covers!

2010-04-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

These creative collage of album covers are created by Christian Marclay--famous DJ. He collected many albums. That's why, He mixed and match album covers into an unique new
cover. :)

PES PERFECT !

2010-04-16T20:02:00.000-07:00

PES is genius. Love all the details. These motion animations are incredibly awesome. And I couldn't speak a word when I see it. You can see all of PES creative videos in youtube.

jellyjelly beans giveaway

2010-04-15T23:50:00.000-07:00

Bonjour !

As I blogwalking around and stopped by mon petite Evita Nuh's magnificient blog, I found that she wanted to give a few lucky followers GIVEAWAY. Actually, it's due tomorrow on April, 17th. You just have to visit this blog right away for a further information !

They are ALL damn COOL and worth-to-have ! But, I have to choose one, whiches this peacock necklace :) So ethnic. And ooh, I also made her kinda-look in LOOKLET. err, hope she likes it.

THANKS TO THE BLUR

2010-04-14T18:26:00.000-07:00

Have I mentioned you about joining speech contest ?
err.. Two days ago--the day I was scared the hell out--the contest was held, and Alhamdulillah I got the 3rd place as I was also the 3rd contestant ! :)

You know I have this fear of public speaking since I was born. LOL, seriously. I was sort of SUPER SHY as I was barely joined any contest or even just speak up my thoughts. err.
However, as I grew up and already figured out about how I surely have something. Something that helps me reach my dreams and become really the 'part' of the world. *tee-hee

As I also thought about my future, I decided to overcome this fear. First, I started to join the organization at my campus as the secretary---it's the 3rd position. I made quite lots of friends also gained my confidence. Then my campus anniversary came up, I just knew that I had to try the speech contest. I wanted to measure my ability. I wanted to test my sanity while I spoke to public--"would I talk gibberish or puke in front of them?"

For several years I have been complain to myself about my myope eyes, finally there was a moment I was feel so grateful about that. That's because when I was standing on the stage, I could barely saw people--they were really like a blurry statue. LOL. So I could deliver my speech very well--my friends said--for a beginner.

I know it's been a while since my last post. I was just not in a writing mood while I was currently reading THE LOST SYMBOL. Ahh, finally Dan Brown could feed my hungry mind . Full of thrillers & adventures, also lots of new knowledge. I just couldn't take my eyes off the book!

I knew it was already published on September, but I had no time to slouch for lots of hours like these past days. :) Happy Holiday !

Quoting

2010-04-04T03:07:00.000-07:00

Everyone wants HAPPINESS, no one wants PAIN.

But you can't make a RAINBOW, without a little RAIN.
--dunno

Mr. and Mrs. Comfort

2010-04-01T20:23:00.000-07:00

Bonjour !

First, for those who celebrate, Happy Holy Easter Friday !!
You know I feel so blessful of these 3 days off from campus--also dorm. To be away from assignments, and hectic schedules so I could have a good quality time just me myself for a while. Here I am back to my slouchy schedule,hehe. And ooh, I've just suddenly found these photographs by Richard Avedon back to 1995. Epic. Marvelous. Bloody Awesome. Here they are
In memory of late Mr. and Mrs. Comfort :

*source

frenchy

2010-03-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

When the book said that left-handed user has a right-brain dominance, my thoughts soon lead me to language, any visual stuff, etc. And yes, I'm lefty and I love learning language. It's just so beautiful to listen other's native speaker for whatever their countries are. The way of their expressions, accents, sense and also the body language which are unique.

And well, most people say French is a language of love. I totally agree. It's just the most romantic language ever. It would sound beautiful even when they're talking about murder. LOL. But that's not why I would want to learn french. I just deeply want to visit there enjoy all the corners of that country. Walk down the street--that's how I have to experience Paris. Take the metro. Taste great cuisine. Go to Louvre, concert hall, Disneyland, aahh everything about having a blast!

#source
And, somehow I just dont wanna be turn out into some kind of disabled person when I get lost and dont know what to say. It's because most of french people couldnt speak English--of course because their language is insanely more beautiful. So they would be really friendly and appreciate it as we speak like them.

And there it is, now I've learned it little by little ototidactly since junior high school by follow the simple tutorial on internet, watching the movie, listening while singing the song whices really difficult at first ( I love listening to coeur de pirate, nous non plus, Anggun, edith piaf, nora arnezeder ).

And ohh I've just watched Paris 36 whiches released over a year ago--I suddenly found it at GroceryStore's DVD corner. I was just have to see the 'paris' word and without thinking it twice, I grabbed and bought it.
So this is a vintage french musical movie. Singing, dancing, joking, politics, etc. What more could I want? Ah yes.. an accordion. You know some of french movie I've watched were sometimes so quite without music or sound effects whatsoever. So this movie has fulfilled my thirst of french sense. Here's one of my favorite soundtrack :

speech..what??

2010-03-20T03:08:00.000-07:00

polyvore-ing when situation's boring.

So one of my insecure moments is coming right away when my senior approached me at campus and asked me to join English speech contest for the Campus Anniversary. At first I creeped out..LOL.
Here's the thing, I do love english but speech*&%???..nah. Never done it before. And I've never joined any on-stage contest since forever; even most of my friends said that I fitted the capability. I just somehow felt flatterred to be choosen over hundreds of students while they dont really know my real ability.
*finger-crossed* I know I should just try and overcome my own fear. Just stand up there and face that hundreds of people who wont eat me. That's just hundreds, not millions. And It still a month ahead so I still have time for preparation. I hope I could say It's no.. big deal. LOL.

babbling quote

2010-03-19T09:24:00.001-07:00

Isi otak

2010-03-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

I'm running out of idea about posting. My brain's so hectic with traffic full of thoughts. Million thoughts. So I'm going to make a list about what thoughts that complicated on my brain recently :

1. college
I always hoping that I've made a right decision about entering Nutrition Department. Doesn't mean that I regret it. I just thought that it's contradict over my passion. I'm interested in English, Computary, Visual art, and a bit Culinary. Instead of regretting and worrying , I do have great expectations because I know God would have given me the best path.

2. personal college tasks
I never thought being in nutrition department would be easy, until I sat in class on the very first day. I suddenly knew; It's more than just knowing nutritions contained in every food-stuff, guys. Well, It has so much interesting aspects to learn but the hardest thing so far is 'household MENU planning' manually without the software--due on Wednesday.
So I have to calculate my own nutritions daily needs and plan the menu based on them. Struggling with variety numbers of course. It almost fun, though. Wish me a luck!

3. my behaviour
I'm quite a thinker. I often question myself and think about the change. Am I irritating or hot-headed? Have I friendly enough? Do I ? Should I? etc.. I just always thinking about the evolution. I keep the idea of controlling my emotions and stuff. But when the moment 'pushes my button' , somehow the whole idea fades out. I know all that stuff shouldn't be stress about. All I need is practicing and have greater willingness of change.

4. my future
Honestly, sometimes I do worry about my future. It just scares me when the time's ticking real damn fast through me and it makes me wondering, "what I've done?" "which path should I follow?"
I MUST do something. At least a small better change. For me. For my parents. Make them smile. :)

*au revoir

Alice in the wonder-weird-land

2010-03-05T19:20:00.000-08:00

Well, time's ticking and Alice in Wonderland movie is coming!
and yesterday would be the premiere day on London. I'm fully craving to see it. Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham-carter also Anne Hathaway have just made me more eager watching it.

I even made a Alice in Wonderland looklet inspired for the strangeness and uniqueness.

The source : here

queen-busy-bee

2010-03-05T08:00:00.000-08:00

Selamat Pagi ! Bonjour ! Good Morning !

It's been a week since my last post. At that time, I was been so busy by College, Collage, Doodling project, movie-to-watch, et cetera. It's so hard for updating blog thingy and even facebook or twitter--just looking around without updating :).
Speaking of college, I've already figure out my score (IP) whiches 3,41. Not bad for a start, huh? and thank God that there's no C. I think that's all because I set the goal that quite standard (3,5 ) and It missed 0,9 point. To me, the score is well enough but I have to--even MUST-- increase it. To be noticed, I am not an ambitious person, folks. I'm just trying to focus on my goal and will let whatever the result shows up. It's all about stay in POSITIVITY.

*au revoir

Out of mind

2010-02-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

Pathetic. Yeah, I am.
Because there goes the fear. Fear and feeling insecure toward self. Inferior. Imperfect. Those words suck. How could I compare my weakness up to someone else's excess just because she's been around with someone I care for? How could I feel so insecure when that someone's being the top of our conversation? Maybe I'm a kinda obsessive compulsive person when I started to stalk the account. Just curious about what's going on between them. And I started to smell something fishy when they're together almost everyday everyhour. I just feel so uneasy about them--err more to him actually.

So back to topic that this fear is accidentally recalled after been far buried inside my mind. I hate to say this. I've tried so hard to avoid this as much as I could because I'm actually a good self-respect-er. Yeah! I've been always look at myself as an AMAZING person! and of course, so are YOU! After that, I re-read the forever-loved Girlfriend magazine and I found the article about self-respect that has to be my wake up call. I dont want these horrible negative thoughts wasting my precious time anymore. So, I tried to make a version of mine about that article.

Mantras that really work! (when I feel terrible about myself)

- I am worth-loving ( and everyone does!)

- I am optimist

- I can handle whatever challenges that come my way

- I can accomplish everything

- I choose Happiness ( think about this when you're depressed or sad )

- I still have many options ( If you feel stuck in the dead-end situation )

- I feel fully-BLESSED & GRATEFUL for everything that I have

O-kay. Now I feel so much better about myself. I am relieved. My heart & soul could have been colored as a Happy Red. yipppee! Let's love and proud of ourselves!

*sources are from here, and here

collages of moi

2010-02-18T05:54:00.001-08:00

Vintage popart I guess. And I heart it much with the colors and its composition. All I've done just bring all the backgrounds and the cut-outs picture in a what-so-called COLLAGE. It's one of my favorite things to do, though. Well, I've started to make it since juniorhighschool. I cut random posters from many different mags and put it all together on the wall. But, I already remove them. It's soo last century. LOL. So I've planned to make new one since 3 months ago but it became real just few days ago. It's all because when I found Polyvor e. It's the simplest way to make collage even better !! And when I got bored with that, I simply recognized my neglected real-to-make collage. LOL.

Whoop! Finally, my mission accomplished. I finished the 3 wallcollages after producing a lot sweats--new way to exercise. It costs quite much energy because it needs a lot of moves. Also it needs our right-brain to put them all together on the right composition. Well, maybe mine is not really in a good composition. But I am pleased enough. And relieved. These pictures below has taken a few minutes ago with my mum's camera phone. So, they arent in a good quality even after I've touched them up with Photoshop. Sorry. -_-".

P.S : The last collage was the hardest because it's huge. Seriously. And it was collapsed. Twice. So I had to start it over again. Added a lot more tapes to be sticked perfectly. Now I am pleased and satisfied. :)

Alma short animation movie

2010-02-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

so interesting and cute and also creepy :3

quoting quote

2010-02-17T06:43:00.001-08:00

"It opens the lungs, washes the countenance, exercises the eyes, and softens down the temper... so cry away" --idontknow

walking on a dream

2010-02-16T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hey yooo, people :D It's been a great day, isn't it??? How's your dream?? Mine's great. You know what. I had a dream about OBAMA! he talked to me. In English. But I forgot. All that I noticed was wondering how tall he is. tee-hee* :D
I don't know what it means but I'm quite sure that's a good sign. Perhaps. I hope. And..ohh.. I've ever dreamed about Soekarno (1st Indonesian's great President) and also Pope (former pope that have already died). So what's that suppossed to mean? Am I gonna be a leader?-- whiches not sooo me. hmmmph. curious curious. But, one thing I've noticed is :

P.S : Omg omg.. right now I'm experiencing dejavu, guys. RIGHT NOW. This dream is about a month ago. And I truly remember told this to my friend. Haha. What a dreamer.

the sweetest of the sweet couple

2010-02-15T08:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Monday everyone!
Time for you to lift your butt off the bed and the back to world of reality, except me. haha. Holiday-land still calling me and persuade me to forget all the problems, do crazy-hell-yeah thingy and fully use my right-brain . LOL.

So dear people, we still could smell this romantic Valentine's Day as it passed through us. I do 'heart' love story. Maybe everyone does. With all the fairy tales and almost impossible idea about 'happily ever after'. I still feel err..optimist for having my upcoming true love prince, soulmate, and whateva you named it.

Speaking of true love, I had this love story below as one in million. They've married for couple of days and separated for 60 years!!! What a pure and sweet couple. Maybe some of you had heard about it. They are Anna Kozlov and Boris from Siberia. Here's the story :

When Anna Kozlov caught sight of the elderly man clambering out of a car in her home village of Borovlyanka in Siberia, she stopped dead in her tracks, convinced her eyes were playing tricks.

There, in front of her, was Boris, the man she had fallen in love with and married 60 years earlier. The last time she had seen him was three days after their wedding, when she kissed him goodbye and sent him off to rejoin his Red Army unit.

By the time he returned, Anna was gone, consigned by Stalin’s purges to internal exile in Siberia with the rest of her family as an enemy of the people. They left no forwarding address.

Frantic, Boris tried everything he could to find his young bride, but it was no good. She was gone.

Now, more than half a century later, they were reunited, an extraordinary coincidence leading them both to return to their home village on the very same day.

“I thought my eyes were playing games with me,” Anna said. “I saw this familiar looking man approaching me, his eyes gazing at me. My heart jumped. I knew it was him. I was crying with joy.”

Now 80 years old, Boris had returned to visit his parents’ grave. As he stepped out of the car, he looked up to see Anna standing by her old house, where they had lived for the few days after the wedding.

“I ran up to her and said: 'My darling, I’ve been waiting for you for so long. My wife, my life...’”

They stayed up all night, talking about everything that had happened to them and the cruel circumstances that tore them apart. They met when he was secretary of the Young Communists and had to make a speech in the village.

Afterwards, she was standing there in a circle of friends, but he had eyes only for her. Her father had been purged by Stalin before the war for refusing to work in a collective farm, but Boris did not care. She was too beautiful for words. “I loved her and would always defend her,” he recalled.

So the romance blossomed. When he came home from the front, she was always there, waiting. In 1946, they married. Three days later, he had to return to his unit. “We kissed goodbye - but I never expected we wouldn’t see each other for more than half a century,” Anna said.

Like her father, she was branded an enemy of the people and forced with the rest of her family into internal exile in Siberia.

“I threatened to commit suicide rather than go because I couldn’t live without him,” she said, “but in the end I was forced to go. It was the most miserable time of my life.”

On his return, Boris was distraught. “She was always waiting for me when I came home, but this time there was no sign of her,” he said. “Nobody knew where they were, or what had happened to Anna. That’s how we lost any track of each other”.

In their new village, Anna’s mother resolved that the girl should remarry. She told her that Boris had remarried. “She said he had forgotten about me - that’s why no letters came.

“I didn’t believe it and I longed for him so much. But one day I got back home from work at a timber plant and my mum had burned all his earlier letters, poems and pictures - including our wedding photographs.

“She told me this other man was coming to meet me - and that I should go out with him, and if I was lucky, he’d marry me. I burst into tears and rushed into the yard. The world turned black for me. I wanted to die and I got a clothes line and went into the hayloft intending to hang myself.

“My mother came in and slapped me in the face and told me not to be so stupid. She persuaded me to go out with this man, Nefed, and gradually he and my mother persuaded me that this was where my future lay.”

Boris, too, finally gave in and re-married. He became a writer, penning a book dedicated to the woman he’d married as a young soldier but only ever spent three nights with.

In time, their respective spouses died. With the demise of the Soviet Union, Anna was once more able to travel home. Then came the chance reunion. “I felt the same when we met last year,” Boris said. “I couldn’t take my eyes off her. Yes I had loved other women when we were separated. But she was the true love of my life.”

He suggested they marry again. Anna resisted, but says he talked her round. “What’s the point, I said, we can just live together they rest of our lives? But he insisted. I never thought I’d be a bride at my age but it was my happiest wedding.

“Since we found each other again, I swear we haven’t had a single quarrel. We’ve been parted for so long and who knows how much is left for us, so we just don’t want to lose time on arguing.”

That's a real sweet couple. They've been suffering and struggling their love for each other. In conclusion, it's all about feeling grateful for everything that you have, including LOVE. You dont want to suffer the regret of losing them. Seriously. Enjoy the time of togetherness. Spread your love around to your family, couple or friends. And you really will deserved the feedbacks and of course PEACEFUL life.

*au revoir C:

Love and Affection day???

2010-02-14T20:48:00.000-08:00

lover, I love you by mudrica♥pop.art

Do we have to celebrate Valentine's Day whiches all about love?? Do we have to celebrate the love and affection day in just one day?? I know lots of people make Valentine's Day to be the idea of spreading the love you have. Love it or not, couples all around the world will break out their romance--kinda PDA maybe--to show their affections on this day. Well, I'm certainly believe that EVERYDAY is a Valentine's Day whether it's for your couple, parents, friends, even animal and nature. It's basicly in love and affection form.

This video might seen by the most of you. But, it's one of the most touched video ever :). See HERE

brand new look

2010-02-13T08:49:00.000-08:00

Hey, y'all people!

*some word elements such as 'Hi', 'World' and heart shaped, taken from poop-art (DianaRikaSari)

It's been a month away from blogging because there's an exam during last month. Well, my blog is currently under contstruction. yippeee!! new header,new template, new background, new sidebar updates, IT'S ALL NEW NEW NEW!! I got the background and buttons from Shabbyblogs . It confused me out to choose the right one because I WANT them all :).

Actually, I had the thought to stop blogging with all people--including me-- move in to TWITTER. Right??? oo yeah, also POLYVORE (i'm fully addicted). However, real problem is that I have no extra time to post with all the college buziness. But I still have weekend to slouch with :)

You know, after a long time, I did the blogwalking ang googling around again, and It hit me when I compared them to my blog. Such a messed up with crowded template, picture, full color fonts. You know "Too much = Too few" means. LOL. So I decided to make all over my blog and it works. It maturer, classier. In conclusion, Le Magnitfique. (narcistic mode).

Hmmph, today in my petit' town, will happen 2 big events--Chinese New Year's eve and Valentine Day's eve--not to mention the SaturdayNight also.hehe. I can see that people use the red&pink theme everywhere I go--I didn't have opportunity to take some pictures :( . FYI, I am celebrating neither of them. I'm just enjoying the long-lasting fireworks everywhere--seriously until dawn--and it obviously more festive than NewYear's eve.

Oh, how I'm lusting for blazers now :) like these :

Bianca cotton-blend blazer

Cropped wool-blend blazer

*au revoir C:

h.o.m.e

2009-09-26T02:43:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow may be the first time for me to live at a place called dorm. It's not way too far from home actually. I've told you the reason before why I decided live in dorm.
ooh, how I will miss my comfy room and my mum's delicieux cook :)
So life goes on, people. Let's move our butt out of comfort zone. yayy!

P.S : Just so you know the picture above just an illustration that I got from *here :)

Long Hiatus

2009-09-04T20:20:00.000-07:00

hey hey y'all. It's quite long hiatus, right? maybe around 3 weeks. Whooa,I miss blogging so much. It's all because I was so busy and overwhelmed with matriculation at my new college. It was like almost everyday we got pre-test about science subject. Besides, It's fasting month so my energy level ran down damn quick. Well then when I got home, my lil' comfy bed waited for me. So i did nothin but sleep,hehe. After break fasting, I refreshed my mind by making collages at Polyvore.com whiches really fascinating.

But didn't took so long coz I had to study and review back the materials that would be tested on the following day. And all that same routines would happened over and over again from September 7th until September 17th whiches very close to Aidil Fitri day,huhu. But I have to keep my mind and spirit on fire also do my best to be a good Nutritionist someday. Btw, I'm so regret for not doing any improvement on act of devotion in this holy month. I promise, I will on the next year.

*au revoir!

It's a MUST !

2009-08-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

*au revoir!

Alice in Waterland

2009-08-18T02:13:00.000-07:00

It's super Kawaii !!
Elena Kalis III Underwater Photography is so awesome.
I cant wait for the movie on March 2010 !!

Click HERE to see more !

*au revoir!

Potter Face

2009-08-16T21:13:00.000-07:00

This is trully fully awesome, i found this on tumblr.

You really have to sing it with the tune of POKER FACE by Lady GaGa to get the full effect.
whoever came up with this is soo G E N I U S. I'm also put the song here if you haven't heard it:

Potter Face

Mum mum mum MAH. Mum mum mum MAH.
Mum mum mum MAH. Mum mum mum MAH.

I wanna curse ‘em like in the Ministry.
Magic, antics, Fred and George, baby it’s HP (I love it.)!
I know that I’m the boy who lived, so really please don’t start
I’m off fighting Voldemort and breaking Ginny’s heart

Oh Oh Oh Oh. I’m super hot, Death Eaters are not.
Oh Oh Oh Oh. I’m super hot, Death Eaters are not.

Can’t read my - can’t read my -
No, they can’t read my Potter face
(He’s gonna kill old Voldie!)
Can’t read my - can’t read my -
No, they can’t read my Potter face
P-p-p-potter face P-p-potter face
P-p-p-potter face P-p-potter face

I roll with a guy named Ron and a chick named Hermoine
Destroying Horcruxes is fun when you’re with me
Avada Kedavra is not the same without a wand
And baby when it’s war, if it’s not tough it isn’t fun

Oh Oh Oh Oh. I’m super hot, Death Eaters are not.
Oh Oh Oh Oh. I’m super hot, Death Eaters are not.

Can’t read my - can’t read my -
No, they can’t read my Potter face
(He’s gonna kill old Voldie!)
Can’t read my - can’t read my -
No, they can’t read my Potter face
P-p-p-potter face P-p-potter face
P-p-p-potter face P-p-potter face

I won’t tell you about Quidditch Sign your broomstick
‘Cause I’m battling the Dark Forces
I’m not dying, I’m just off killing some evil tyrants
Just like old Hagrid back at Hogwarts
I can smash you with my bare hands
I promise this, I ain’t coy -
I am hotter than Malfoy

Can’t read my - can’t read my -
No, they can’t read my Potter face
(He’s gonna kill old Voldie!)
Can’t read my - can’t read my -
No, they can’t read my Potter face
P-p-p-potter face P-p-potter face
P-p-p-potter face P-p-potter face

(repeats)

*au revoir!

Fresh-graduated !

2009-08-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hey, folks !! long time no post, wheww. It's all because I've been so over-whelmed with college activities. Well, now I'm not a high school student anymore. It was great. The Highschool. All of the joyness, stupidity, final-exam-paranoid and ridiculous drama. Gosh, I will M I S S that so hard.
I am now as a Nutrition's college student. It's quite large and also has complete facilitations. But..it takes more than 30 minutes to get there from home, and I am such a sloucher to get up so early in the morning. Haha. But..actually the biggest problem is..that I couldnt make it there by myself. My dad has even bought me motorbike and I named it 'B i m a', lol because it's an abbreviation from Red Beat (one of the bike's brand whiches in Indonesia means Beat Merah). But I'm not really good on riding it. When the other's truck or bike came up near me, It'd be scare the-hell-out-of-me. Sounds lame,huh? :D my friends often say that to support me.
You know I'm really tryin hard to overcome this fear. Really. The paranoid just beat me damn hard. I have that will. The will to become INDEPENDENT. I have the gut but my muscles cant even move. Oh, what a shame lol. But dont think that I hate myself. It's just the part of growing up. :) Call it cliche, but I'm still use this powerful word :

Back to the topic guys..., so I decided to live temporarily at dormitory with my highschool fellas. Hemm, quite large and hope it could be homey for me ::fingercrossed::

P.S : please, wish me luck for not crashing anything around when I'm riding C:

*au revoir!

Stop motion with wolf and pig

2009-08-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

This video is made by Japanese with a very clever and creative idea performing a huge amount of photograps. Pretty much adore it .

But, hey.. you guys MUST see this another magnificient video. (*hint : you'll know what it means when you feel the music)

*au revoir!

Zooey-ney

2009-07-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

Uniquely quirky ! can describe Zooey Deschanel. She do have talents as an Actress, Musician, and Singer-Song writer . She also have taste in fashion. Love her style because that so damn vintage yet original.

These are some pictures based on movies I've watched that starred by her :

Elf Failure to launch

Bridge To Terabithia Yes Man

The Happening

The go-getter

And I can't wait to watch her brand new movie !

500 days of Summer

Also, she's totally talented with her lovely voice and her capability to write her own song with the band called She and Him.

Hmm, this is their video. So unique and adorable. I love how weird this video is. And I'm wondering how she could have an akward expression for the most of the video. But she still cute, though. And ooh, most of their song have 50's atmosphere. Her voice is perfectly fit for this kinda music.

However, I'm sick with the comparison between Zooey and Katy, even I love them both. I hope people can stop bring it up to the top of conversation anymore.

*source : zooeydeschanel.tumblr.com

yay, that calls 'climb'...

2009-07-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

and

I know it's kinda corny to post a lyric,hehe It's definitely not because i'm running out my idea--i do really love the song and it's deep meaning.

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying "You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it but these are the moments
that I'm gonna remember most,
yeah Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on
Keep on moving, keep climbing, keep the faith, it's all about the climb

P.S : but this one you should NOTICE ... :D

* jiayou!

Finally..

2009-07-26T20:32:00.000-07:00

Finally, i could watched HP6 on Thursday. It's over a week from the released date on July, 15th. When my friends and I wanted to watch it on the next day, of course, the ticket was totally sold out. ergh.
Then, the plan had to be delayed again, because two of my friends got sick. Few days later, there wasn't a confirmation from them but i was still waiting.
So, i realized that it's totally waitin for nothin because one of my friends have watched it first. And Oh gosh! She said it wasn't too good and almost all of my friends didn't want to watch it on the theater.
However, I dont give a damn what all people said about HP6, of course I'm still a huge fan of it.
Btw, I went there with my buddies who love HP too. I wore a brown Hogwart T-shirt. Yayy!
Whew, I was so excited and really miss all of the character. Also, I was impressed by the visual effect. So sophisticated. To me, the movie is the darkest and the funniest movie among the series. Haha. I know that many scenes,elements,etc have been dissapeared from the book. It was just dissapointed me a bit. After all, there's always a weakness appears. But i could stand still as a HP fan.

Today's LOOK

2009-07-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

Well, i used my 30 minutes spare time mixing up those outfits,err not bad, right? Maybe i'll make it up more classy yet stylish.

Sophia & Bella

2009-07-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

I got this video from hanging around youtube.com and suddenly found this video. They're Sophia and her sister Bella. Both are under 5 years old . Let's take a sneak peek :)

I just loveee the part when Sophia said "Did she say no chocolate?" LOL
and then when she asked Bella,
"who's his name??"
she answered it with an angelic face, "His name is Mom" (hahaha, so adorable)
"No, his name is superstar"

They're such a sweet and adorable kids. Yet, their cuteness's kill me. LOL
I wonder if I had them as my own kids. I'd really love to.

This is another video that so much sweeter by lil' Sophia

*au revoir!

Got Insomnia :(

2009-07-06T21:48:00.000-07:00

Recently, I've suffered this kinda stuff :

Help me, please.
It's gettin more difficult for me to sleep tight without any dreams. -_-"

Bada bada

2009-07-04T23:19:00.001-07:00

Hey y'all my dear, I'm gonna post something about music that currently stuck-in-my-head. wheww! This song called "Bada bada" by Joanna Wang. It swing me up jazzly and boost my mood when I'm listening it. Check this video out! You should love it,too.

"something stirs deep in my heart'"

FYI, Joanna Wang is taiwanese singer, but partially raised in

USA

. She do has a greaat voice, when the first time I listened the song, I thought that she's a native American or European until I knew her real name,LOL.
I'm so much heart this song. It's totally always made my day.

Top 5 countries I want to visit

2009-07-03T18:55:00.000-07:00

Everyone is allowed to have a dream. So If i had loads of money, I would visit these places with whom i love :)
#1 Mecca,Saudi Arabia

This holy place might be at the 1st destination for perfecting myself as a moslem by participating the Hajj annual program. I'd love to participate it only when I'm ready physically and mentally as well. I hope i can make it above 25 and under 45.hehe.

#2 Paris,France

I adore this country so baaad. All the attractions that so amazed me :
That gorgeous skyscrapper above called Eiffel
The greatest museum in the world, Louvre
World class art galleries Beautiful parks and gardens while spring
Have fun in Disneyland Paris
Romantic boat cruise on Seine River
Enjoy the classy cuisine
Yet, I also 'heart' the language whiches really romantic yet classy.
I know that it's obviously difficult to learn, but c'mon!try moi :D
#3 Egypt

“ Egypt is the gift of the Nile.” Herodotus

This country has a lot of mysteries and it triggers me to explore the whole wonders things that still exist. I want to check-in at the hotel that has pyramid view, whew! what a splendid day that i hope would happen as I wish. I' d really like to visit the Pyramids,Sphinx,Nile river, and blablabla.
#4 Carribbean Islands

To breath the fresh air, listen to the rolling waves, play with white sands and blue sea, and the most important thing is to view the huge fantastic scenery created by the only God :) hmmmph really peaceful. And also i wanna try snorkeling, scuba diving and surfing, wow!

#5 Japan

Whew, this country is soo fascinating and sophisticated. I 'd love to :

Enjoy the cherry blossoms tree
Spend the night at the downtown. I just love the hi-tech atmosphere that full of lights and ads.
Visit Fuji Mountain
Walk on the street and shopping all day long
Watch and admire the Harajuku street style

I just really 'heart' the cultures and their creative minds to create everything that so amazed me. For example, the buildings, anime,manga, etc.

BlogThingy

2009-07-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

I am currently watching The Lost season4 tv serial. It's been like watching a short movie in each episode. Never ever feel bored,seriously. I do really really loves this. It's full of conflict,thrill, and adventure. So, i follow this quiz at blogthings.com to figure out who I am on The Lost.

You Are Kate

You've done a bad things in your life, even though they were justified.

And since you keep your past to yourself, people see you as very mysterious.

You're independent. You do what you have to in order to survive.

You are quick witted, and you have a variety of useful skills. You're quite resourceful.

Although you're a loner, you form strong romantic bonds quickly.

Deep down, you're very loving - though you are still scared of being burned by someone.

Who Are You on LOST?

She is soo NOT me. She's just one of my favourite character,hehe. So i answered it with pretending to be Kate, LOL :D.

Quote of the day

2009-06-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

launching day!

2009-06-28T00:27:00.000-07:00

yoohoo! This is the 1st post i'm gonna put in this new blog ( i forgot my old blog's password so i made a new one :p). May i introduce myself? hehe. Je m'appelle Mudrica Rusfiani. People often called me just Ika because it's easier than Mudrica. I am 17 road to 18. (Maybe I'll write more about me later on next post)
Actually,many blogs featured a kinda major Issue as their blog's signature like fashion, music, photoghrapy, blablah. I like it, though. But I l.o.v.e them all. I am deeply in love with all magnificient picture for whatever kinds.
About why i named my blog as choco.cookie.stuck in my head is because i heart chocolate. i also have a fond of cookies. hehe. Well, you'd know what blog is all about. but of course i'm gonna post a piece of my colorful lil' life,too :) . So, i would feel very very grateful if you have the time to read my blog (i apologize if i have a bad English with bad grammar and structure) xoxo

*au revoir!